Contemplation

So the confusion that I spoke of yesterday has just intensified. More things and feelings have been added to the mix.
I went to a party yesterday, and I had a good time, no drama, no fights, and lots of stars.
I crossed the railroad tracks and I made a wish today. I hope that my wish comes true, I bet you will never guess it.
Confusion, confusion, confusion. I dont really know what is going on inside of my head, one second I'll think that I know what is going on, and then the next everything is different and I have to start from step one again.
I think that people should stop telling me what they think, and they should start telling me what they know. Telling people what you think is a waste of time, because chances are they dont care anyways. Telling people what you know may be a waste of time, but at least if you know what you say to be true then you have no chance of bieng accused of lying.
I saw a persons profile on MySpace today, and it amazed me because this person wrote about who they truly were, and not who they wanted people to think they were. I wish that I could write about who I truly am, but people do not accept change well. People do not like to accept the fact that I am not who they think I am.